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July 11 heavy rain , deeply sadthere's a story , long long ago, i came here and said i would spend more time in my space, but i seem to have eaten my words..
damn exam destoryed my plan, my excuse
and about the last match, i was a little puzzled
before the game, i was sure that France will beat Italy , but it proved wrong
i was sure of Italian lost, but i love it so much I, how can i say , maybe it's a conflict
i love italy, but i don't think its performance deserve the world cup
without much more power than other teams, even less than some, but their fortune save them
4 elimination games, within them , 3 games with add-time, 1 match with point-ball ,
their world cup journey was so difficult , in another word, so ugly...
in another part, many inside story existed in this italy team..
no one knows what has materrazzi said to zidane, but the red card meant too much and something difficult... according to my feeling , there must be some darkness..
and what the world cup bring to me was disappointment, much more than excitement
too much dirtiness :red card, beat behind the refree, falling, etc. too much make a dirty world cup
now italy team was not the team of baggio again, it lost too much, including the reason i like it--melancholy, there is not melancholy in their blue eyes again, in my opinion, the italy without melancholy was too common to make me like it
from argentina was beaten , i didn't see any matches, because their action after the match vs german make me lose the power to keep spending power in this world cup
batistuta, the last superstar for argentina, after him , argentina lose all the spirit their ancestor had , so my world cup end with argentina at the same time..
a month since i came here last time , world cup and exam both pass, now everything doesn't have any to do with me, i can look forward tomorrow free..
too sleepy, to sleep June 10 the first match of the world cupthe first thirty minutes, three goals...
how effective are those players
the first matches of all the world cups are always very boring because no one want to have a bad dream after the first work , they used to pay more attention to defense , but today's match amaze me
Germany , a country which is a little boring played a match of so much emotion
the first match has increase my passion , but what i can do during in the following time? June 08 just a songthis song to my english teacher-mr.yang
no reason, it's the song he played to us today
pretty boy-m2m i lie awake at night. see thing in black white.. i've only got u inside my mind.. u know u have made me blind. i lie awake pray.. that u will look my way. i have all this longing in my heart.. i knew it right from the start. oh my pretty pretty boy i want u. like i never ever loved no one before u.. pretty pretty boy of mine. just tell me u love me too. oh my pretty pretty boy i need u. oh my pretty pretty boy i do. let me inside make me stay right beside u. i used 2 write ur name. and put it in a frame.. and sometime i think i hear u call. right from my bedroom wall u stay a little while. and touch me with ur smile. and what can i say 2 make u mine ? to reach out 4 u in time. oh,pretty boy ! oh,pretty boy ! say u love me too ! June 02 a buzy term waiting for mei have just finished my class chosen, i pull myself in a term as buzy as i can imagine next semester.
on average, my classmates will have 5 elective professional classes for the most, but i break the rule. i have 7. so next term i will have 9 professional classes including elective and compulsory classes. at the end of the term, i will rehearse too many things that can make me break down
but , i have no choice but this , so god bless me June 01 another week i am absentthe summer has striken me as an accident, maybe the god has a high fever
however, i got myself into a much downturn among my life since i got a bad cold
the fleeting time may be my problem, it forecast something will wrong in early time,
then it just happened
now i want to talk something about the cet 4 test coming towards me, i can't complain anything , it's my fortune , maybe i have passed the cet 6 test if i have a right pencil while i was given the test to look about my e-standard at the very beginning of the 1st semester...but maybe i would also be in this class to prepare for the cet 4 as what i am doing nowadays
i regard the accident as a joke someone playing on me. what can i do to this situation ? we can do nothing but to adapt myself to it, maybe to be more self-confident in this difficulty is my value, in another word, the proof i have been in college life
but there is some good changes , i can read while put myself on the internet , i must be familiar with it
since i cannot control myself to the tempter from the world, i just can make a deal like this
if you can change the life, you can adapt to it then secured... May 26 after the criminal law class, i feel a little sickthree classes, the unfixed break between the two classes, it makes me ill
commonly, i would feel very feckless every forty-five minutes just the time of one class
so the intervals between classes means so important to me, without it i can't make self stand up
i'll avoid being present in this kind of classes, but the teacher is our director of law department
so i betrayed myself to the complaint and concentration while giggling to the little joke which isn't humorous at all..
all above arouses my yearning to my high school a little
now stop writing, concentrate reading some books. May 24 first cigarette in my lifeno many reasons, in one word maybe it's my time for smoking
as a sophomore of liberal art, no cigarette means no college life..
i can agree with this saying which seems to be a little fallacious
to reduce the stress of the unknown life, to refresh myself or to afford the many assignment which must have be finished in short time you can't imagine..
but no reasons cannot illustrate things, as sensitive am i, too easily affected by some little things, maybe i can choose to be numb by the effect of the cigarette..
some times you should be more adaptive to lives which always plays some unfunny joke on you ,to be this, you must make you mutative from the little guy..
when i have the first cigarette smoked, i feel there are two fucking insect running in my nose,
how to say clearly, it's like liquid flooding which hit my feeling, pulling me to some abysm
is that feeling i need, i've no idea,
but many men who call themselves ideal man often have idea while smoking
and the other side, what's insinuative
all the men who express or want to improve smoking make them refreshed often word off color than who don't need cigarette..
maybe my choice is uncorrect but that's my choice, i can't debate with myself
the last, fuck the cet4, which made my writings all look like reading comprehesion,
damn this fucking deal. May 22 NEXT TIMEevery time coming here, i always repeat one word."it' s long time since..."
what i am lack is enduration, writing diary or my study..
to todays administration law , i have no comments..
just as well, it was the test in the mid-semester
i am always talking the RPWT about my instructor, but passing this term, he becomes he all the same, if i fail to pass the exam, maybe i will lose many chance, however,my chances may be less than others since getting into this colledge.. a little thing may destroy your feeling even your life
nowadays my bed is the closest guy to me, my quilt can save me if the sky fall down
what's the big fucking deal, guys?
i can sleep all the place i arrive at, can't i?
so i was in bed, donot knock me from the dream as fantasy...
the last , this week , the test of contract law also will give a bomb damage..
do something the three days to make a effect on my way..
my girl i miss u so much, are you sleeping like a cute piggy? May 15 too longit's too long since last time i came here because the problem with my browser..
it's also fade these days i was absent, everyday for classes, for assignment, for paper, and for sleepy days...
i forgot how long have i been so sleepy everyday, but i know i have been in this way for mounts of time... i am familiar with this kind of life with a little anxious about my future..
many brilliant futures have been spoiled by laziness, and i should started run out of that mode..
although i hate this life when i jumped out of it sometime, but i am always inebriated about this, to tell a truth..
everyday lying on the bed play notebook PC, when my waist and back are all fatigued, i will down the bed and open the shelf-PC(maybe saying like this), enjoy life , enjoy myself...
if someone ask who is the most boring man in university, maybe i am , but i like boring life, without interrupting others and interrupted..
it's my life in this time, but not my tomorrow..
my high time turn up to me sometime...god bless me though i have cursed you at times...
a good saying but old, tomorrow is another day can be my maxim...
May 07 in fogseven days' holiday, almost gone now...
seven day's time, all awake night...
seven day's lost, all papers left for today...
now crazy for lazy & for me
without sui sui two days at the beginning was so dull that i found smoke rise from my head in...
the third day , the rock roll klatch make me know what's crazy music, and all persons shook themselves ,crazy to mad... bodies and lives
two days in 5 stars restaurant in wangfujing make my too happy to remember work
excuse as all above ,
i make myself work hard and lost the last chance for a sleeping night to midday...the worst end of the holidays...
maybe i shouldn' t say my self try my best, you can the words and so on,that's useless
i just live in my life ,make self alive, and the things will suffer me can affect me directly...
fuck my life now
hope tomorrow is another day and wish
but god didn't care me more than bless me ,so fuck him and say fuck... April 24 wrong attitude to lifeon the morning is administrative law..
but the teacher with RPWT make me feel so boring about it that i stayed in my bed till 10 o'clock.
now thinking about this calmly... finding i make the same mistake as the teacher, we both have wrong attitude to life, his teaching, my study... to my thinking ,all this should be my bussiness,just my own. maybe i have no right to request others concentrate upon my study ,but their nonfeasance isn't the excuse of my nonfeasance..
MAY DAY is coming soon , half of the semester has gone , every time i plaint "how time flies" maybe i should reflect on what i have done,so little things can be told to others, shame with me.
if i do what i have done before ,i will never have right to blame others about my lost.. April 21 change a style..change a space-style colorful, to celebrate summer's coming,though Peking's weather is also bad
so much sand, so strong wind...and surf is a sport in summer only
tomorrow is another weekend, but this week we should start to go for class every weekend until cet 4 & 6.. damn this cet-examination
last night try to listen to the radio with n70, it's much better than my thinking, this made me exited because the radio got from college can't receive CRI ...although this is basic English broadcasting-station ,but if i can understand all it says, it's enough for our cet-exam..
and tonight i wll try to receive BBC, wish it can.
recently, the weather is dullish because of the sands, maybe my feelings will turn better with the weather next week, so are all things...i hope so
the fourth english diary, maybe i should write one in english , too much things can't be told in this way...i am also weak in it...ffaint..how can be a english supperman in short time?
April 19 renew some old songs, remind some old timei was looking for some songs that i've heard sometime ago,and i can't get them.
maybe song is similiar to life, you can never find something gone.
unclear memory means nothing.
maybe i should ask myself,why are you so dark the moment you write diary every time?
----much too unhappy will cut off one's life.
half a week flowing from my hands, my hands didn't do to much the same as before.
but tonight i must finish my criminal law paper,
ONE PIECE PER MONTH ,a gulf to my thinking
from this week, i become buzier and buzier, paper per month,e-class on weekend, prepare for semester=examination, and so on.
all above is very important and no chance for escape..
my crazy god , i must try my best for this term left..
almost two years i came to this place, my dream didn't come true so far,maybe it's time got up. April 16 to be active?am i a lazy lad?
no
am i a lad without expection?
no
am i a lad enjoy life?
yes
am i a lad who i am?
i have no idea
today someone who said i was a liable person made me astonished,
i say "no,i want to be active just because hibernating for too long"
i always know what i am doing,but can't tell what my goal is
just like i walk in some ways without a clear sense of direction
maybe a piece of wind can blow me away from my lane
i am bored in this kind of life ,only saying against doing
forever i havenot admited i'm a carefree man, all my life i will insist on it
for my dudu i will
April 15 run in the way to 30From yesterday,i became a lad completely..not a child again.. in my opinion,20-year-old is a limit between a man and a boy.. it's a deep limit that i can be back again although i can't tell a fit difference from who i am before. i just feel maybe i am liable to do something for my future. maybe a birthday is just a common day but to me ,i also wanted to give some different definition to it before. this time it makes a joke about me , without my permission,it brought me into a new period of my own. it didn't care whether i had prepare for it.. maybe i will face many things or many people that i have no preparation to meet. maybe all of them will put me in some big trouble , but what i suffer is what i suffer. what will hit me or what will support me can't determine what i will be because i just want to be i will be..
at last, i want to critisize someone who forget my birthday .. | | | | | | | | | | | | | | ^_^just a joke take it easy because that's no my right to criticize anybody.
用英文写废话原来也这么痛苦的啊,郁闷 由于前两天该死的学校又整修网络加之要熟悉手机用法所以一直都没来,生日的东西今天写出来吧 奔3了 伤感了 April 11 摘来的 呵呵……为什么我做完以后居然是那2%的？我有那么不正常么？
请第一次看到这个测试的朋友,首先静下心来,认真的,快速的用自己的心算来坐下面这个测试,看清楚要求,真实的说出当时的第一个脑子里面的答案,才能看出这个测试的最有效的结果!谢谢!
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************ ************ ************ ************ ************ 3+78=? ************ ************ ************ ************ 1+5 ************ ************ ************ ************ *********** 2+4 ************ ************ ************ ************ ************ 3+3 ************ ************ ************ ************ ************ 4+2 ************ ************ ************ ************ ************ 5+1 ************ ************ ************ ************ ************ ************ 现在持续默念"6"这个数字15秒,然后往下卷动画面! ************ ************ ************ ************ ************ 快!说出一种水果的名字!然后继续往下卷动作! ************ ************ ************ ************ ************ ************ 继续卷动... ************ ************ ************ ************ ************ 8+329=? ************ *********** ********** *********** *********** *********** 27+7=? *********** 快卷动 ************ ************ ************ ************ ************ 说出一个面部器官 *********** *********** *********** ************ ************ ************ ************ ************ ************ ************ ************ ************ ************ ************ 说出一种家禽的名字 ************ ************ ************ ************ ************ ************ ************ ************ ************ ************ ************ 哈哈,是苹果和鼻子和鸡,对不对? 出奇的冷今天北京的温度又象瀑布一样砸在我们的身上脸上，都已经4月中旬了，温度还是亘在两三度，
很费解
时间不停的转，不问我一声——也不打扰我、也不提醒我，只是这样转着。
我们不停的走，不会转回头——不欢呼雀跃、也没有叹息，只是这样走着。
我们一直按着秒针的心跳而雀跃，顺着分针的沉着思考，望着时针的老迈而叹息…
时间只是这样流在我们的身边，和我们面面相觑，看着互相的孤僻，嗅着相互的阴暗
不过我们还有幸福…可以给时间分享，唯一不让我们落寞的东西，却不断的在生活里失落
失去简单幸福的理由，剥落了班驳的伤疤……那时候再回望，我还这么紧紧的拥抱你 就足够了……
我有幸福，无落简单或复杂，黑或白，祝福新生还是脱离死亡…
…这样的生活，是我的，没有拒绝的理由，却有逆来顺受的勇气。
总之，在这些幸福降临或者离我远去的时候，我们还记得要守在彼此身边的诺言…
这样就…没有可以抱怨的言辞，只有无声的享受……
幸福漫溢在时间的嗅觉里，我们浸泡在幸福里
一直都想写的广告词
（嘟嘟），明天的明天，你还会送我水晶之恋吗？
   最后我也成了诺式一族   最后的最后 我还是决定反璞归真
和满大街的XDJM们一样 拿起手上的NOKIA 打电话
N70貌似是我用的第一款NOKIA
200万象素 我拍我拍我拍拍拍
最可恨的是我不争气的光驱 害我安不了N70的驱动 ....今天先写这么多流水帐
总是觉得有很多话想说 却总是找不到脑子里的那根琴弦... MAYBE U'LL TOUCH BUT U SHOULD DO IT SOFTLY April 08 继续写哇..明天要停电停水停电梯..这都什么学校啊!~不让人活了啊-_—
明天上下都要爬1４楼．当我们牲口啊？
都是你
谁改变了我的世界
没有方向没有日夜 我看着天这一刻在想你 是否会对我一样思念 你曾说我们有一个梦 等到那天我们来实现 我望着天在心中默默念 下一秒你出现在眼前 想念的心装满的都是你 我的钢琴弹奏的都是你 我的日记写满的都是你的名 才发现又另一个黎明 你曾说我们有一个梦 等到那天我们来实现 我望着天在心中默默念 下一秒你出现在眼前 想念的心装满的都是你 我的钢琴弹奏的都是你 我的日记写满的都是你的名 才发现又另一个黎明 我的日记写满的都是你的名 才发现又另一个黎明 这是我对你爱的累积 这首歌 我会唱给你听
以后要踢ＰＰ的时候要喊准备格斗 ＰＯＳＩＮＧ．．．然后再Ｔ（被动）
绝对不能抬脚．．要不心疼的是自己．．写段只有我们看得懂得禅语
供自己在明天回忆今天的你 and me． April 05 今天是清明节很突然的发现今天是清明节,记忆里福州的每个清明节都是有雨的,不知道今年有没有例外...
小学时候每到清明都要冒雨去扫墓的,那时侯所有的小朋友都手牵手的走好远的路去学校对面的文灵山上的烈士公墓送小白花的...每次都要走很长很长的楼梯,这就是我小时侯徒步走的最远的路了,那时侯都很不喜欢去扫墓,因为一般每次去扫墓都会耽误我晚上回家看动画片...所以就导致了我做小白花时极不认真的态度,好象有一次我就拿了一坨我妈给我塞书包里的拉**的时候的草纸揉了一团就当做白花放在烈士墓下面了,那时候还忐忑了好久,担心晚上做梦的时候烈士叔叔来找我座谈...
总是发现小时候真是傻得很可爱...现在时刻觉得自己很仓皇..仓皇的忘记了小时候可爱的原因了...
今天下午舅舅要到北京来开会,我妈说他还会来请我吃顿饭...为什么一点都不期待呢?
要上课了,不思考了。.. 随便看了幅图就蛮发上来... 今天北京的风很大,
不知道有谁的梦想被吹进了风里... April 04 等等会传一些照片一组一中的照片
很怀念 每个地方，虽然照片真的很不全，有很多记忆这里都没有……
但是心里
仍然
有
那手接抛饼的小桥，
让我安稳睡过暖冬的天台，
旧旧的车棚，
三楼的小天台，
深邃的三牧坊…
…真的很多…
…
很不明白，所有一中的人离开一中以后都无限回想那个地方 回想那个小小的28亩校
那种熟悉的味道，你，我，他，所有人都不抗拒，只有和这里一起经过岁月的孩子才明白个中真意
想起刚进一中的那个时候的彷徨
又想起刚迈出一中的那个时候的犹豫
整个高中生涯的缩影只在那微妙的紫薇花茎下流露
想起来远远近近的笑脸，想起班驳参差的岁月，想起所有人在楼梯口的邂逅
忘记了当初的彷徨，忘记了最后的清涩
纯真的年代
最后只在这里定格
尘埃落定
回头 原来你也在这里 April 02 无敌了....随便叫个名字就无敌啦..
今天一直没有吃饭...到现在为止...肚子都抗议了好几十遍了 可能抗议累了我没管它它就睡去了..反正现在是没有什么反映的...
早上欣欣然睡到快十点..嘟嘟来电话说她和她妈又准备P颠P颠的奔赴故宫了...真是爱国啊..来趟北京还不忘去瞻仰一下我们祖国的鬼斧神工、神来之笔.然后我就伸了一个很大的懒腰 没想到头顶到了床头的铁栏杆上。。痛的我龇牙咧嘴的 于是我决定今天要振作（可能是脑子被撞坏了突然）于是下床开始看图书馆借来的书。。再于是就接了个电话。。。再再于是我就开始写一篇不超过2000字的文章（于是的有点累，喝口水）从网上手抄完以后觉得有点手酸决定下午还要继续努力学习 但是电脑开了不能不享受一下
就打开了MSN写下上面乱七八糟的于是。。。
觉得压力很大。。。。一定要多学一点。。。。
HOW TIME FLIES，HOW FAST AM I CATCHING IT... April 01 又是一个人在寝室我的地盘我做主....嘿嘿
一个人在寝室的时候喜欢把窗帘也拉上 把门锁好 然后用一个最COMFORTABLE的动作把自己缩在椅子里..然后就开不知名的网页,漫不经心的想想事情..
周末的两天要一个人过..不能老坐在电脑前面杀时间.毕竟时间这种可恶的LIQUID永远都把以同一个速率把在波涛里的人往后推..现在我要振作...
这个周末要一个人过..决定两天什么都不吃.一定都不吃.要省钱..
我想买NOKIA N91或者N93(未上市) 我要攒钱...从嘴里省出来..可是有人不让我存 55~坏蛋来着..
PS 现在一听到QE^2这个名字就让我想起寿司..无敌疯女人...居然白手起家开寿司店...以后和嘟嘟去西安蹭她的....
PS2. 庆祝我的脚可以穿鞋了. 嘿嘿.以后嘟嘟就不能打了我就很神经的笑着跑掉了哈哈..每次笑都那么傻 哈喇子都快流出来了。..
March 31 瀑布汗 一个超级无敌傻的女人的QQ经历"还给我申请了一个QQ，第一个QQ给我的时候，有个人和我聊天，还问我密码多少啊，我就把密码告诉别人了，两分钟都没有，我的QQ就不能用了，问他怎么不能用了，他问我给别人说什么了，我说没什么啊，就是有个人问我密码多少我告诉他了，然后就不能用了，当时网吧有很多人，他们都笑了" |
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